Husband, Comforter, Healer, Forgiver, Savior, Creator...

Ya know those songs that give you the chills. Or that speak to you so deeply its as if it was written just for you... Well, i have been hearing song after song where i feel this way. God is just so good that way! He is always there to remind me that i am not alone. Even when i was going through that dry period in my life a few weeks ago where i felt so alone, he still came to me and i know he will never leave me! No matter what i do he will always love me and focus on my well being. Seriously, he is the PERFECT guy... I often chuckle at the thought of just running away with GOD, kind of like one of those typical chick flicks... I mean he says in the Bible that he is our Husband, Comforter, Healer, Creator, King, LORD, Everything we would ever need. I know for me i rarely give him credit for being any of those things in my life. Its so bad, but true. But for a little while now i have been focusing on him being my Husband (haha) and what that really means. I am totally not thinking of it in a creepy way. But really he is the only perfect guy. The only one that wont break up with you because you have a dry or boring personality, or because you wont cross boundaries, or because you arent what he is looking for. He never runs away with some lame excuse claiming that "Its not you, its me" Not once will he ever do that. He is the only boy who is always there, Always loving me, Always comforting me, and there are times in my day when i forget he is there! I MEAN SERIOUSLY! What is wrong with me?! Hello... Man of my dreams staring at me in the face 24/7 and I, Brittany Marie Brandner who obsesses over my future most of the time, who has planned the majority of my wedding with the only parts missing being the venue and the guy, who often worries that i will die an old maid if im not married by the time im 20, ME I have the Perfect guy, The guy from all the beautiful love stories that i have day dreamed over... I have that guy (Only better because he is perfect... literally perfect) And i forget he is there sometimes.

But the amazing thing is, is that even when i forget at times to think about him or to thank him, He still looks at me like i am the only on the face of the earth. He looks at me and sees me for who i really am. Not who the world wants me to be! He knows me and cares about me, not what i look like. The LORD above all chooses to love little ol' me everyday of my life. He calls me His, and gives himself to me!

"Crucified, laid behind a stone

You lived to die, Rejected and alone

Like a Rose, trampled on the ground

You took the fall, and thought of me... Above all!"

Gosh... I love that guy! :)