Accomplished!

Its hard for me to believe that just over a month ago i began my first days of Summer Session 1 which i was enrolled in 3 classes. Today i am finished with those classes and am proud to say that i have passed them all!!! Not that i was overly concerned with passing Government 2302, Drama and P.E. (all of which were online classes) I still had that thought of in my head of the Possibility of not passing.... Well today i have shut that little voice out and feel very accomplished! What a productive summer this has been already! Now come Tuesday the 12th i begin my next set of classes over the summer. This time i am only taking 2 online classes, College Algebra which i am actually kind of excited about because i love algebra... sometimes... and Speech which i am pretty good at public speaking. So i am hopeful for these next two classes and am confident that i will do fine! I dont know why i felt inclined to share this info... it is not important but i was on a spur of joy that i am 1/2 way done with summer school, i just had to share! :)

The whole reason for all of this summer school and speediness to get done with my Associates Degree in a year and a half instead of two years was because of the Mission to Africa which i felt very strongly about at the beginning of this year. I set a goal for myself and said that i would not leave for Africa until i had my Core Completion done(which for a while i thought was the same as my associates... i was very wrong!) because i know myself and i have never been a big fan of school, so i knew i had to finish the first half of it before i left or i would most likely not go back to school. Anyways, i set this goal and i am proud to say that i have stuck with it and have almost accomplished this! Even though now i am not 100% on anything in my life anymore. I have no idea what GOD wants me to major in, what career if any GOD has in store for me, If i am every going to go to Africa to be a missionary... All these questions and concerns about my life and what GOD has in store for me, all these things are unanswered! And much to my surprise i am not freaking out at all!!!!

I think GOD has conquered major ground in my life. For once he has shut me up! Of course i still would like to know what he has in store for me, but i dont feel the need or even stress about getting the answer right away. Partially because i know he is not going to give it to me(i have been praying for patience and boyyyy has he given me ample opportunity to practice it) and also because it is kind of fun not knowing where GOD is going to put me. So this is where i stand on July 8, 2010... I Brittany Marie Brandner do not have any idea what GOD wants me to do, Where GOD wants me to go, Who GOD wants me with, or How GOD wants me to get there. And i am 100% OK with that! :)

Like i said earlier... I feel very accomplished :)