Living, School.... Being Patient and Trusting

OHHHHH BOYYY!!!!!!! Yesterday I took my College Algebra Final for my second session of online summer school that i am taking... And, Well, I had to make a 71 i think, i was shooting for a 86 but i think i will be okay with a 71. I know that is a big leap but i am more than okay with slimming close to the edges when it comes to schooling. Anyways, i have no idea how i did... I am trying my best to stay positive but there is that little voice in the back of my head that LOVES to jump in and fill me with distrust and doubt. Ya see, GOD has promised me that he will provide for me... And that everything is going to be okay. So i have given myself no choice but to believe it! But at the same time me being imperfect and human and all there is that little pinch of insecurity! I hate it, but i wont lie and say it isn't there. Anywho, please be prayin' for me in that area, as i am trusting in the LORD and remaining confident in him. That is something that has been a little tough for me lately is remaining confident not in myself but in GOD.

Back to more interesting things.... Fostering has been going great, we all absolutely love these kids and are very glad they are in our home. Even though there is frustration at times and feelings of being extremely tired to on the edge of going insane, I know with my entire being that these kids are suppose to be in our home. GOD has proven that time and time again and it is honestly the only thing i can cling to at times. Ariel our little baby who will be 10 months in a week has been very fond of screaming her head off every opportunity she can get! At times i feel like that crazy guy on the side of the road that stares off into the distance but in all reality is looking at nothing in particular, with his hair looking like he just got struck by lightning and smells like poop. After being stuck with a screaming baby for 30 min straight that guy doesn't seem so crazy to me anymore! :) haha

Being carried away with all the negativity is very easy for me to do, but for some reason i have not once been able to forget that GOD has a purpose for my family... That he has a purpose for these kids, and that he is using my house to help that purpose happen! It is truly spectacular to think about 3 more souls being saved for eternity just because they lived in our house for X amount of time! That is my strong hold! The amazing promises that GOD keeps reminding me! :)

I wish i could post pics of our angels! But unfortunately for their safety we are not aloud to.

Please keep praying for my family as we continue our new journey and for me and my schooling. I should be done with my core stuff by october if i pass my math class! :)

Lots of Love!