Like Monday. I worked out for the first time in a while. I decided to go on the tricycle in my little gym... I was on that thing for 20 minutes and i thought i was going to die! For the next hour i really wished that i had slept the extra hour instead of waking up early only to feel like my life was ending. It was horrible. But the rest of the day i was walking a few inches taller because i successfully beat the crap out of myself!
I wish i wouldnt make so many mistakes and that i would think before i: Speak, Eat, Make decisions, and live! I do so many stupid things on a daily basis. Part of that has to do with because thats just who i am... Deal with it... But the other part is because i just go with it and dont really take time to realize what the effect of that is going to bring. Like girlscout cookies... Obvious that choice brings nothing by bigger sizes!
I can beat myself up all day. But all of it is pointless because i cant change what ive done. SO WHY DO I TRY TO! I am grateful for all my mistakes. The LORD has been so faithful to me by showing me how much stronger i am because of them. Gosh, only the creator could make me better by my stupidity! I am beginning to see and appreciate him in a whole new way. Its pretty awesome!
In other news... Baby Chelsea McGinnis is coming any moment now! :) Praise GOD!!!! I am so excited
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