WOW GOD!

So yesterdays post i wrote right before worship practice. Well, i start praying and reassuring myself and trying to stay positive. I get to practice and i kid you not... One of the first things that was said to me was about how Natalie wanted me to come over for dinner because she knew i didnt have any food and the thing that got me was "I am here helping to provide for you!" Immediately i started crying. I knew that was from GOD clarifying to me that he is my provider. Then Franny told me she was taking me grocery shopping and that made me cry more and she didnt ask me if i wanted her to she told me she was taking me and she wouldnt accept no for an answer.

I dont do well with accepting help. Or asking for it.

But GOD is so faithful to provide. And yesterday he moved so quickly. I was not expecting that and i had told myself that i wasnt going to let the bad news i received yesterday affect practice, that i was just going to go and worship and then go home and everything would be fine. Well, GOD had a different plan. He brought everything to the surface and im glad he did... He knows best!

I had to share with you! GOD is awesome and so faithful... I will never understand his love for me! But im sure glad i have it