Christmas Season At Last!!!

I know for me personally when the Christmas season rolls around I get so busy with school and getting presents and hanging out with friends that i am to busy to remember what Christmas is really about and how incredible Christmas is not because of the things that my family and friends will buy me but because it is the day when True Love was born into this world. The day when hope re-entered into our lives. This Christmas especially i have been very aware of my schedule and have tried my very hardest not to get to busy that way i can have time for God to just say thank you. And its been hard telling people no a lot harder than i would have ever thought it to be but i feel good. I have found that i have been filled with 10 times as much joy than i have in the past two years. And Ive even noticed a difference at school too... I talk to my friends at school and they are constantly weighed down by the world by their overloaded commitments and i feel free. I can take a deep breath and not have to worry about being late for five different things. Ever since Aaron's sermon at the beginning of the school year about not overloading your schedule and making sure to have time to be lazy and do nothing i have tried my best not to forget it. And i am proud to say that my first semester is pretty much over and i have not yet had a mental breakdown over school!!!! (Which for me is a very big accomplishment!) I look forward to another year... To Graduating and going to college. To starting my life and going with the flow! I figure if God already knows what i will be when i grow up and who i will marry how many kids ill have what ill struggle with and what will be totally awesome for me then i might as well not try to stress myself out with the unknown! Its a great feeling and i recommend it for anyone!! God Bless You and keep you safe!

And be lazy every now and again. Relax by your Christmas tree and listen to some music, lay in the lawn and stare and the stars, Be free from the chains of time and rush... Its worth it! : )

Times Changing

Im in Government right now and we were given an assignment to look for interest groups that we are interested in based on our beliefs... I was stoked to see that there are many out there that have the same strong beliefs against abortion and there is even a Christian group that i think yall should check out! Here are the sites...

Christian Coalition: Http://www.cc.org/
And one of the many Pro-Life groups is National Right to Life: Http://www.nrlc.org/

Christians are rising and taking a stand in what they believe in... We can no longer sit at the side lines and keep our heads down... Its time to rise up and conquer the Devil!!! LETS DO IT!!!

Pro-Life National Day Of Silence

Tuesday was the Pro life national day of silence. People who were supporters of this group took a vow of silence for the day by wearing red tape over their mouths that had LIFE written on it. I took part in this event and it was really cool! Not talking for the day in honor of the innocent children that were killed because of Abortion. www.abort73.com is an awesome site they have T- shirts, bags, hoodies, stickers, and a ton of other great stuff that you can buy online. Yall should check it out!

As christians we need to be praying a lot in general but specifically for the upcoming election right now. Sean made a great point sunday and i wanted to share it with yall... He said "Match your politics with the Bible not the Bible with your politics." God should be the center of all of our decisions. Many people will argue the Seperation of church and state but thats rediculous to me. God made the state! And we are the Church... But wait... God made us too... so it doesnt make sense to seperate the creator from his creation. I dont know if that came out right! But it made sense to me! Anyway whatever happens happens for a reason. Whoever is elected God knew before hand!

Really random Blog!

Christian V.S. Integrity

Dictionary.com defines Christian as a person who believes in Jesus Christ; adherent of Christianity. Society today has taken the word Christian and applied a million different meanings to it. "A person who believes in Jesus Christ" that definition sucks. Why is it that society finds every way possible to avoid defining REAL and TRUE Christians. Because it is so much more than that little 7 word description. To me a Christian is defined as A follower in Jesus Christ; A devoted disciple that lives for the father; Someone who loves without question; Someone who will not judge someone else because of their sin; A friend to those who dont fit in. The list goes on and on. I know why Dictionary. com has put that tiny description on the name Christian. Because most people who call themselves by that name dont live like a Christian should. They dont show love or grace to people who have fallen into sin time and time again. They judge those who are different. They deny Christ in their schools. Christians are thought of as Rich snobby people that want everything for themselves and that dont have the time to worry about poor people or homeless people or people that are dying from their sin. And why shouldnt they think that?! They have every right to think that way. Because we havent dont anything to change it. We have done nothing to prove that Christians are more that believers in Jesus Christ. Lets start Now! Lets change that 7 word description into a 1000 word essay about all the great things that Christians are suppose to be. Lets live like Jesus lived, Forgive like Jesus forgave, Love like Jesus loved, lets walk in the footsteps of Jesus Christ and show this world how truly Glorious he really is! I'm stoked!

2nd Week of School

Turns out... I was wrong!!! NESA was no longer my mission... I left last week and started at Johnson High School. And lemme tell ya... Leaving all of those people was one of the hardest things ive ever had to do. Basically i was complaining about Gas and how i dont have a passion to go to NESA anymore like i used to and i didnt know if God was calling me there... So my parents gave me two choices... I could either stay at NESA or leave and go to Johnson. But i had to decide that night. And obviously i chose Johnson and i have never felt better about a decision in my life... God has called me to new and greater challenges at Johnson.. But i need prayer. I am fixin to start a Bible Study there but i have to talk to an administrator before i can start it and all that... SOOOO if i can ever get a meeting with him then we will get it started! And its hard because i knew like everyone at NESA and so i was able to talk to them about my faith cause they knew i was a christian... But now... i know like barely anyone other than the few Reagan people who switched over... So im scared and slightly discouraged but im keeping my head held high because i know that i have a God who will bless me for doing his work... And i hope im doing it right! So if you read this please keep Johnson and the new Bible Study that God is starting there that he will bless it!!! God Bless and have a GREAT week!!!

First Week Of School!

In some ways i am happy to be back in school. Seeing all of my friends, Meeting twice a week with my bible study, Being a missionary. Its great i love it! But then there is the show schedule that comes up. And yes i LOVE performing. I do but when it consumes your life its a huge downer! Performing is important to me but Jesus is my priority! People have told me that i should leave NESA and go to Johnson because it would be a clean slate there and probably get more parts there because i am trained and what not... But NESA is my mission. I cant leave when it is in such need for people to spread the word and be a light... I love performing and when i first got accepted i thought it was because i was really talented. But now i know that that isn't the reason. I was accepted so that i could be a light in a dark place! I hate all the sin and heartache Satan is bringing to my school but i Love each and everyone of those people with everything that i am. And i hurt so badly to see them fall down this path of destruction. It breaks my heart! And everyday i go for them. I go for all of those boys and girls that are struggling with their sexuality, i go for the people who struggle with lust and self control, i go for those who need encouragement, i go to serve them in every way that i know possible! But at times i feel its to much for me to handle. Because I'm not trained in the missions field! I'm not someone who can bring out all this scripture that will work wonders in someone Else's life!! I wonder if I'm even making a difference! Everyone knows I'm a christian but i don't know if they know why! They know I'm different but i don't know if they think that's a good thing. They expect me to be strong all the time and never cry or be sad. I'm rambling about nothing so ill stop. But if you read this whole thing i can only ask one thing and that's for you to pray for me and my mission. I get so emotional and i take everything on my own shoulders! Please pray for the kids at NESA. Or if you have any advice... Everything is greatly appreciated!

NESA

Titania in Midsummer Nights Dream, Old Woman in Footnotes Junior Year

Translations for Thouroughly Modern Millie, Showcase Sophmore Year

Reporter for Chess, Footnotes Sophmore Year

Ever Since i was little i have wanted to perform and be in front of people. Ive always loved it. These are just a few pictures showing what i love to do! God has called me to this school to do his work. I hope i have pleased him!