Baby steps

One thing i noticed today was how fast paced society is! With everything, making new cars, new phones, new houses, anything to upgrade. The i phone comes out and not even half a year later there is already a phone out better than that. Why is everything so competitive?! I want so badly to move to the Amish country where they don't bother worrying about technological things that distract us from what really matters! like emails and text messages facebook or myspace. Little stupid things that distract us from God mainly. We are focusing so far ahead into the future and how we can be better than what we have now that we are missing out on all the amazing gifts God has given us right now! I write this because i believe i am the most guilty one out of all of us. I have my life planned to the core! I knew how many kids i wanted where i want to get married the dress i want my colors the flowers what my house would look like what pets we would i even drew out what my husband would have and would possibly look like... I am so pathetic i know! I guess i wanted my life to be perfect in my timing and in the way that i planned it to be! But i forgot that its not my life to plan. I am Gods. He gave me this life so its not mine to plan. I know now that everything will happen in Gods perfect timing and i cant even begin to explain how much weight has been taken off my shoulders! I can say now that if things dont go the way i wanted them to be... if i dont have 6 kids ill be Great because ill know that this is what was best for me! Our God is so great and powerful! I look forward to the mystery of my life!!! I dont know what will happen in 1 hour or tomorrow or next year! I like it better that way!