I love the feeling of being loved by someone. Its almost like a new relationship giddy feeling! Where you get butterflies in your stomach just from thinking about them or when they look at you you get all jumpy and excited because they noticed you! That's how i feel with God. That sounds extremely creepy but its not. When i talk to God or see something he created i cant help but feel like the luckiest person in the world to have such an amazing God. For example whenever i see a sunset i see God because i LOVE sunsets and the mixture of colors in the sky. I think of how much time God spends on making things beautiful so that i can enjoy them. Its hard to explain the joy i feel inside knowing that i have a Marvelous God that loves me so much he paints the sky different colors every single day just so that i can watch it disappear in 10 minutes. Just thinking about the unfailing love that God provides me with day by day makes my head pound. His love for us is so huge we cant wrap our minds around it. It is my dream that everyone will open their hearts to feel that love that i am blessed to feel everyday of my life. And yea there are some days that its hard to feel Gods presence but that's not Gods fault that's my own for falling away from him. I am comforted knowing that God will never leave my side, even when i am sleeping i know he is there watching over me. Phil Wickham sings "A deep deep flood an ocean that flows from you. Of deep deep love yea its filling up the room. Your innocent blood has washed my guilty life. In your presence God I'm completely satisfied." His declaration of love that paid for me and all of my stupid choices just so that i can live and go to heaven and spend the rest of eternity in paradise.
God i am not worthy of your unfailing love
or your never ending grace. Thank you for the cross.
Amen
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